We are here safely in London! Kayla and I had this sketchy flight on this sketchy airlines, Ryan Airlines (It only cost 130 Euros for round trip). Partly because it flew into London Stansted Airport, which is 50+ miles outside of actual London.
So, after queuing (That's the word for it here!) waiting at the airport security for an hour, we wandered around looking for the train station. We then took an 50 minute train ride to the middle of London! When we got to the train station, we tried to take money out from the ATM. That failed, due to my card being deactivated... Luckily we had Euros that we exchanged then had some Burger King!
Then, another hour on the Underground (which is ironically partly above ground!). When we got there, I realized that I didn't remember exactly where the hotel was from the Underground station. We walked 5 minutes the wrong way, asked someone with a heavy Russian accent where the hotel was, and found out that we went the wrong way. 15 minutes the other way and we got to our hotel!
There are issues where we should have breakfast included, but they are saying we don't have it. It's being resolved, but we had to pay for it today. Bleh. Oh well. After a good sleep, we now to get to go visit places! Stay tuned for updates!
Tuesday, June 25, 2013
Thursday, June 6, 2013
Morning After
I didn't seem to fall asleep faster, with trying to pay attention to everything. It actually ended up feeling a lot like when I meditate. Instead, I realized that I clench my jaw and neck muscles. Tonight, I'm going to try to force myself to keep those relaxed and see how that helps.
As for what we are doing today, just going to go to the local train station and get some gelato with my grandma. Nice and relaxing day!
As for what we are doing today, just going to go to the local train station and get some gelato with my grandma. Nice and relaxing day!
Wednesday, June 5, 2013
Origins
Only a couple things to report today. Today, we went to my Grandma's home town. I was able to see back 3 generations ago. The town itself was tiny and pretty. Even more amazing was how close the Rhine river was to the town (Many gardens were flooded) due to all of the rain we've gotten.
On topic from my last post, my grandpa pointed out today that when I start trying to talk too fast in German, I stutter and mess up much more then when I take my time and think carefully on what I want to say. One day and I've already been told to slow down.
Finally, it takes forever for me to fall asleep. I'm going to start focusing on techniques that might help me fall asleep better, and if anything works, I'll report back. Normally I try to shut the world out and focus on nothing. So tonight I'm going to try to be aware of everything that's happening and go from there.
Monday, June 3, 2013
My own pace!
Its been awhile, but I could probably tie that into a point for this post today. Here's what I've been up to the past 1 and 1/2 weeks or so.
That Friday after the museum, we departed for France. We got a really good price for a hotel and round trip bus ride to and from Paris. That was probably the only good thing about the trip. When we got onto the bus, we could already tell the entire trip was going to be sketchy. It began with the fact that the bathroom on our bus was broken. Their remedy, to stop a bajillion times along the way. We suffered the constant stops, and somehow managed to get into Paris 4 hours later than the trip actually should have taken. Also, due to the uncomfortable seats (They mentioned something about them being sleep chairs), we were unable to sleep.
We bypassed the 15 euro bus tour. We felt we could explore Paris ourselves without paying this unnecessary money. So, after our late arrival at 9:30, we were left in the middle of the city, with a stern "Be here at 11:30 or else". So, we set off in search of a Cafe and then went and saw the Arc de Triomph. The amount of detail put into this monument was spectacular and there were many photo opportunities to be had down all of the streets that converged at the monument.
After that, we rushed back to the meeting spot, and arrived around 11:05. We stopped at a nearby Starbucks for some coffee, and waited until 11:20 to go out and wait for the bus. 11:30 came and went. Then 11:45. Then 12:00. Then 12:30. Finally, at 1:30, the bus arrived and picked us up. Then, they didn't even apologize or explain what happened. We just went to the hotel.
The hotel was even sketchier. It was supposed to a 4 star hotel. There was paint flecking off the door, the shower barely worked, and there was barely enough room for us to fit 3 mattresses and our luggage. But I won't complain about it too much. It was a place to rest our heads.
We then began our adventure. We had a conveniently placed Metro station right outside our hotel. We go down, and find out that we can explore Paris via Metro for only 3.45 euro a person. Not bad. So off to the Eiffel Tower we went! To avoid 2 transfers, we got off about 10 blocks from the tower. The path to the tower led us to this huge park that lined up in front of the tower. We decided that our time was too short, and we didn't want to wait 3 hours in line to go up the tower, so we took some candid photos in the park with the tower in the background, then headed off to the Lourve!
And... it was closed. This major attraction closed at 5pm... and we arrived at 5:10. So, we ran off to Notre Dame! And was it majestic. It keeps baffling me that people, many hundreds of years ago, with tools that we now consider completely primitive, built and painted these amazing structures. What confuses me even more is that we don't really have anything like it at all in America or that no one builds something like that now. We have access to tools that would enable us to do these wonders in much less time and for a lot less cost, but no one seems interested in doing it.
And... that's where Kayla, Melanie, and I's night ended. We were all worn out from the long bus ride and the running around, and we decided to call it a night. In the morning, we would be off to the palace of Versailles. (Also, lame note... I lent my camera to Jennifer to get pictures from this really tall tower in the middle of Paris at sunset... and on the train ride home, someone stole it from her pocket x.x)
Our final stop in Paris was the Palace of Versailles. We had 2 hours to explore it, and we waited in line for an hour to see it. Except for the fact that we would have needed to spend 5 hours to decently explore it and the gardens (It is said that it took 45 minute to walk from the palace to the far side of the garden alone), I think it was worth it. I'll post all the pictures we took on our rushed tour of the palace so that you can see what I would fail to explain. Another prime example of a great work of art that has become history.
That's pretty much it for our Paris trip. We got back to Nuremberg at 2am, waited in the rain to get picked up, then crammed in a tiny car and drove back. All in all, I don't regret the trip to Paris, but I definitely want to go back when I have a lot more time/money.
And, other than helping my mom move in, the rest of the time so far these past 2 weeks has been spent relaxing. We went to a couple water parks, and that's the highlight of that. I can now go into one of the two things I've been dwelling on some in the free time I had.
My own pace. I have to go at my own pace. And, unfortunately, it seems to be a lot slower than most other people's pace. My first example that comes to mind was the museum trip. By myself, I probably could have spent 3 or 4 hours in there. But with a group of 5 people, everyone wanted to go faster. I wasn't annoyed, since I know that I could have gone at my own pace, but I didn't want to leave people waiting. Therefore, I went much faster than I would have liked. Because of that, I didn't get as much out of the museum as I wanted.
Other examples would be playing video games with other people. When playing with other people, or even just being watched, I feel rushed. Most of the time it happens without me realizing. I get yelled at because I'm half the map behind everyone, or that I'm exploring some place that everyone else overlooked, and the party decided to engage some monsters and then died without me.
And this increasing of pace has slowly seeped into my entire life. I'm horrible at reading books now, because I rush through them. I have to consciously think about reading slowly for me to actually take in all everything that's happening. I move and do thinks a lot more rushed as well, and it leads to me running into things and knocking things over that I should have easily noticed. And worst is when I need to search for something. I will search for the lost object with such haste that I will often overlook it when it is in plain sight.
In conclusion, I am enjoying my trip immensely over here in Germany. I'm getting to see a lot of art, and learn a little about the history that has shaped the world as it is now. As for exploring my consciousness, I'm going to be working on slowing down the pace of my life. I want to live my life my way, and to make the most of it. Bumbling around and rushing things that I would feel more comfortable doing at a slower pace will lead to frustration and accidents.
That Friday after the museum, we departed for France. We got a really good price for a hotel and round trip bus ride to and from Paris. That was probably the only good thing about the trip. When we got onto the bus, we could already tell the entire trip was going to be sketchy. It began with the fact that the bathroom on our bus was broken. Their remedy, to stop a bajillion times along the way. We suffered the constant stops, and somehow managed to get into Paris 4 hours later than the trip actually should have taken. Also, due to the uncomfortable seats (They mentioned something about them being sleep chairs), we were unable to sleep.
We bypassed the 15 euro bus tour. We felt we could explore Paris ourselves without paying this unnecessary money. So, after our late arrival at 9:30, we were left in the middle of the city, with a stern "Be here at 11:30 or else". So, we set off in search of a Cafe and then went and saw the Arc de Triomph. The amount of detail put into this monument was spectacular and there were many photo opportunities to be had down all of the streets that converged at the monument.
After that, we rushed back to the meeting spot, and arrived around 11:05. We stopped at a nearby Starbucks for some coffee, and waited until 11:20 to go out and wait for the bus. 11:30 came and went. Then 11:45. Then 12:00. Then 12:30. Finally, at 1:30, the bus arrived and picked us up. Then, they didn't even apologize or explain what happened. We just went to the hotel.
The hotel was even sketchier. It was supposed to a 4 star hotel. There was paint flecking off the door, the shower barely worked, and there was barely enough room for us to fit 3 mattresses and our luggage. But I won't complain about it too much. It was a place to rest our heads.
We then began our adventure. We had a conveniently placed Metro station right outside our hotel. We go down, and find out that we can explore Paris via Metro for only 3.45 euro a person. Not bad. So off to the Eiffel Tower we went! To avoid 2 transfers, we got off about 10 blocks from the tower. The path to the tower led us to this huge park that lined up in front of the tower. We decided that our time was too short, and we didn't want to wait 3 hours in line to go up the tower, so we took some candid photos in the park with the tower in the background, then headed off to the Lourve!
And... it was closed. This major attraction closed at 5pm... and we arrived at 5:10. So, we ran off to Notre Dame! And was it majestic. It keeps baffling me that people, many hundreds of years ago, with tools that we now consider completely primitive, built and painted these amazing structures. What confuses me even more is that we don't really have anything like it at all in America or that no one builds something like that now. We have access to tools that would enable us to do these wonders in much less time and for a lot less cost, but no one seems interested in doing it.
And... that's where Kayla, Melanie, and I's night ended. We were all worn out from the long bus ride and the running around, and we decided to call it a night. In the morning, we would be off to the palace of Versailles. (Also, lame note... I lent my camera to Jennifer to get pictures from this really tall tower in the middle of Paris at sunset... and on the train ride home, someone stole it from her pocket x.x)
Our final stop in Paris was the Palace of Versailles. We had 2 hours to explore it, and we waited in line for an hour to see it. Except for the fact that we would have needed to spend 5 hours to decently explore it and the gardens (It is said that it took 45 minute to walk from the palace to the far side of the garden alone), I think it was worth it. I'll post all the pictures we took on our rushed tour of the palace so that you can see what I would fail to explain. Another prime example of a great work of art that has become history.
That's pretty much it for our Paris trip. We got back to Nuremberg at 2am, waited in the rain to get picked up, then crammed in a tiny car and drove back. All in all, I don't regret the trip to Paris, but I definitely want to go back when I have a lot more time/money.
And, other than helping my mom move in, the rest of the time so far these past 2 weeks has been spent relaxing. We went to a couple water parks, and that's the highlight of that. I can now go into one of the two things I've been dwelling on some in the free time I had.
My own pace. I have to go at my own pace. And, unfortunately, it seems to be a lot slower than most other people's pace. My first example that comes to mind was the museum trip. By myself, I probably could have spent 3 or 4 hours in there. But with a group of 5 people, everyone wanted to go faster. I wasn't annoyed, since I know that I could have gone at my own pace, but I didn't want to leave people waiting. Therefore, I went much faster than I would have liked. Because of that, I didn't get as much out of the museum as I wanted.
Other examples would be playing video games with other people. When playing with other people, or even just being watched, I feel rushed. Most of the time it happens without me realizing. I get yelled at because I'm half the map behind everyone, or that I'm exploring some place that everyone else overlooked, and the party decided to engage some monsters and then died without me.
And this increasing of pace has slowly seeped into my entire life. I'm horrible at reading books now, because I rush through them. I have to consciously think about reading slowly for me to actually take in all everything that's happening. I move and do thinks a lot more rushed as well, and it leads to me running into things and knocking things over that I should have easily noticed. And worst is when I need to search for something. I will search for the lost object with such haste that I will often overlook it when it is in plain sight.
In conclusion, I am enjoying my trip immensely over here in Germany. I'm getting to see a lot of art, and learn a little about the history that has shaped the world as it is now. As for exploring my consciousness, I'm going to be working on slowing down the pace of my life. I want to live my life my way, and to make the most of it. Bumbling around and rushing things that I would feel more comfortable doing at a slower pace will lead to frustration and accidents.
Friday, May 24, 2013
Searching
Today, we went to the Nazi Party Rally Grounds in Nuremberg. The museum was interesting. It showed the progression inside of Germany from 1921 to 1945, particularly in Nuremberg. While I found the place very informative, today's most is not about the museum.
Actually, its about the trip to the museum. After finding my aunt and party in a Starbucks in the middle of the city, we proceeded to the main train station and took the same train that we did earlier this week when we went to the pool. While I was taking the trip the first time, I sat and thought about what I was looking at as we drove down the various roads. At the time, I was searching the architecture. The architecture and history from the old buildings have always fascinated me.
This time, I had a similar thought, and even began to start looking in a similar manner as I did the first time. Then it caught my attention that I could do processes multiple times, but with different parameters. I sometimes get caught inside my mind doing the same thing, and realize that I don't get near as much out of a process when I resort to what my mind defaults to, instead of keeping my mind with the process. It also helps prevent me from slipping into the past or future thinking.
Now, as well as with beginning to see art and what effects it has on me, I will start seeing how I might be able to do something as simple as driving down the road and viewing the scenery but keeping my mind active and in the moment.
Actually, its about the trip to the museum. After finding my aunt and party in a Starbucks in the middle of the city, we proceeded to the main train station and took the same train that we did earlier this week when we went to the pool. While I was taking the trip the first time, I sat and thought about what I was looking at as we drove down the various roads. At the time, I was searching the architecture. The architecture and history from the old buildings have always fascinated me.
This time, I had a similar thought, and even began to start looking in a similar manner as I did the first time. Then it caught my attention that I could do processes multiple times, but with different parameters. I sometimes get caught inside my mind doing the same thing, and realize that I don't get near as much out of a process when I resort to what my mind defaults to, instead of keeping my mind with the process. It also helps prevent me from slipping into the past or future thinking.
Now, as well as with beginning to see art and what effects it has on me, I will start seeing how I might be able to do something as simple as driving down the road and viewing the scenery but keeping my mind active and in the moment.
Wednesday, May 22, 2013
History and Art
Last week, I had the chance to go and visit some places in Worms that I had been to before. The difference this time is that I feel I've matured enough to start appreciating the art and history that such an old town can offer. While there, I had two changes in how I'd like to start thinking.
Before I get into the changes, I have to dote a bit on how much I love Europe simply for its history. Living in the United States, the oldest things I typically see are old, rundown houses. While some can have some cool stories, they usually look pretty ugly. Over in Germany, however, the history just permeates into everything. The first thing we saw in Worms was a museum in an old Monastery. Even before the tour that you could take through the Monastery, there were many old gravestones and monuments dating back to the first century. Even more impressive was the fact that these gravestones weren't behind glass or out of the way so people couldn't touch them. Despite this, they were still in pretty good condition
Then, while looking at the old architecture at Der Dom (The Cathedral), I had my first big realization. I realized that I've been approaching art the wrong way. Before, I would look at the art and try to understand and relate to what the artist wanted me to feel and see. Inside the huge church, I started viewing the art and seeing what I felt and took away from it. The change was drastic. Where I was previously using a lot of analytical mind usage, my emotions had a chance to take over. I wasn't even trying to restrain them before. It was interesting how something as simple as the way I viewed art would hide myself from my emotional responses to them.
This led me to my second realization, while I was walking around appreciating the art (And how difficult it would have been for them to do it back then, but that they still did it). For the longest time, I had been devoting many resources to finding my consciousness. I was under the belief that it was something I didn't know much about and that I needed to search in order to discover it. Like a baseball, it hit me in my face. I never needed to find my consciousness. Right now, I will simply explore it.
Before I get into the changes, I have to dote a bit on how much I love Europe simply for its history. Living in the United States, the oldest things I typically see are old, rundown houses. While some can have some cool stories, they usually look pretty ugly. Over in Germany, however, the history just permeates into everything. The first thing we saw in Worms was a museum in an old Monastery. Even before the tour that you could take through the Monastery, there were many old gravestones and monuments dating back to the first century. Even more impressive was the fact that these gravestones weren't behind glass or out of the way so people couldn't touch them. Despite this, they were still in pretty good condition
Then, while looking at the old architecture at Der Dom (The Cathedral), I had my first big realization. I realized that I've been approaching art the wrong way. Before, I would look at the art and try to understand and relate to what the artist wanted me to feel and see. Inside the huge church, I started viewing the art and seeing what I felt and took away from it. The change was drastic. Where I was previously using a lot of analytical mind usage, my emotions had a chance to take over. I wasn't even trying to restrain them before. It was interesting how something as simple as the way I viewed art would hide myself from my emotional responses to them.
This led me to my second realization, while I was walking around appreciating the art (And how difficult it would have been for them to do it back then, but that they still did it). For the longest time, I had been devoting many resources to finding my consciousness. I was under the belief that it was something I didn't know much about and that I needed to search in order to discover it. Like a baseball, it hit me in my face. I never needed to find my consciousness. Right now, I will simply explore it.
First!
Welcome to my blog! I'm a rather random person and will end up covering many topics. A couple main things I'm working on in my life at the moment are consciousness (individual and as a whole) and lucid dreaming.
Currently, I'm visiting family in Germany. I feel that the different culture will help give me a new view on things.
I love feedback/comments from people. That is another great way for me to view things differently and possibly help me become better in different aspects of my life. There's nothing really else for me to say as an introduction, so until next time!
Currently, I'm visiting family in Germany. I feel that the different culture will help give me a new view on things.
I love feedback/comments from people. That is another great way for me to view things differently and possibly help me become better in different aspects of my life. There's nothing really else for me to say as an introduction, so until next time!
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