Free Write 1

So yeah... Free write.  I'm adverse to this.  But I'll go with it.  I'm supposed to speak my mind.  So we'll see how this goes.  Eventually, I hope to get better and maybe move more toward storytelling.  Hmmm.... HERE GOES!!!

So, I'm just going to talk about the 2 hour conversastion I had with my buddy David.  I'm going to miss out on a lot of great information, because my methods of keeping information long term isn't the greatest.  But the first thing...

EVERYONE IS TRYING HARD TO FIT IN AS WELL!  We all put up a good front, but that doesn't mean we all aren't struggling.  And struggling hard am I.  I want ot do so much, but I don't get as much as I want accomplished.  But who cares.  Life is a learning process.  I'll fail.  I can expect to fail.  Failing is just a new way of not doing something.

So, why not fail at writing?  Just write.  Find out what doesn't work.  When you finally find out what does work, set that gem as the center piece of your new assignment.  Mold that, shape that, and either throw it away, learning something that didn't work, or reconstruct it to be a new gem.  A new centerpiece for something.

But it doesn't matter.  Just do something.  Spending all of my time playing League or flash games won't expose me to things I may enjoy.  And when I say enjoy, not just enjoying because I want to enjoy them.  I have to get outside of my comfort zone to start enjoying things. 

Also, take care of people.  And be careful around people.  To people.  We all feel just like each other.

I don't have too much now, but I started this.  Incremental habit building.  I'll get there.  Until then, bye!