Repetition/Returning/I don't know

First off, I act as if hearing something once will shape my life.  It'd be great if there was just an easy button for directing your mind, but from experience, there probably isn't one.  I'ma have to get out of this mindset.

The biggest thing is the conversations I have with friends.  At first, I wouldn't even take notes.  Things would sound great, something would click, and I'd believe that I had changed myself forever.  Then two days later, I've almost all but forgotten it.  Eventually, I got smart, and started taking notes.

"I can't possibly forget this, for if I'm ever unsure or need to review it, I can just look at the notes!"  And then... I'd never look at the notes.  Much good those did me.  They got swept into some box in my room.  While yes, I will recover them when I go through about the 30 pounds of papers I've got, but that's a huge task (Which I need to start xD) that will take quite awhile.

That doesn't do me much good now.

So, while finishing up cleaning my room finally, I found one of the papers.  I'm not even going to analyze it this time.  It would push me off, and I wouldn't get around to it.  I'm just going to write it here, so I can't find it.  This also allows people to comment on things too.  Eventually, I will get around to analyzing it, but until then, here it can sit.  (I'm going to try and write it as it is on the paper.)

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Why they shape a world
★Singing and acting and writing <Art> is how I express emotions
Take notes fast enough
-1. S
     Quite fast. Pinpoint what slows me down.  Tell story about it.
           Whole story by 1 pointing.  Stare, observe

Relationship - Between <entities>.  Strong relationships + history
*<Analysis> takes CPU power
Suspended disbelief
Journey, character <Challenge, change> Good story
Normal ->new Normal -> (new) normal
Don't feel obligated to <start> a new story
Feel <fine> with <beginning a new story>
Are you going to tell me that story
Didn't <try> to <keep><stories>
Didn't <run> process longtermstorage.exe
First Impressions
Looking at pages, finally a book!
Story how we make <meaning> of <our lives>
Pixar writer
Someone "Make me care"
Natural Story Teller - Andrew Stanton
Build <better> stories
          great
          learning
Doubt, want to see vocals
Cat stuffed animal                                                                       Hide that making you
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There you have it, a glimpse into my mind when I actually sit down and write stuff down.  This was from a TED radio hour on story telling.  It's the last time I can remember really giving myself time for me.  ME.  MEMEMEMEMEME.  (Necessary for myself xD).

That's it for now.  You guys have a good night.