Thursday, June 26, 2014

Awakening

So, I lucid dreamt last night.  Side note, auto-correct is telling me that dreamt is no longer a word xD.  Here's my story though.

I vaguely remember the things before it.  My buddy MattDave told me an important lesson, but I either forgot what it was or I didn't grasp the meaning of it.  That happens often.  He has such great wisdom but I find myself getting lost.

I was in a school.  Probably symbolizing the metaphysics school that my friend Levi was telling about.  And within (Where I was doing the learning, it was where I met MattDave as well), I eventually met someone I went to school with who asked me if my siblings and I wanted to go over to her place for the 4th of July.  I told her no.  These things are actually unimportant and I'll skip them.  Eventually, one of my old friends from Altoona asked me a question about my lucidity.  I responded that I was completely lucid, but to question myself.

I walked into the night, out of the school, mulling over this.  Confused.  It was then that I questioned why there was a Target next to the school.  Both the school and Target disappeared, and it instantly transitioned into day.

I was left to talk with Kayla.  I meditated on ways to make life better, and discovered that I am unpleased with where I'm at now in life.  I am staying at my job, which I'm capable of doing but not enjoying, out of a sense of loyalty. We lost a teammate, and so the team is pretty much spread thin as it is.  I am realizing I am coming to enjoy it.  I'm not sure if I'm just not comfortable with working in general.

That's a place holder for a different discussion.  The other key point was that I tried very hard to fly.  I wanted Kevin time to mull over those things.  That's where, struggling with flying, I found Superman.  Though he didn't say anything, I realized that the key to flying is not the velocity, it is simply the will.  I will fill that in later.  It's time to actually wake up in real life and begin my run.

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